Not too much going on..


I've been missing people a lot lately. My little taquito's been on a road trip so we haven't talked too much which is understandable though - I hope he's having a good time. They hit the grand canyon yesterday and should be in Vegas today. His name is Shag, I don't think I mentioned that last time. And we all refer to him as [insert random Spanish ANYTHING here, i.e. taquito, burrito, Paco, etc. lol). But yes, I miss him a lot and I hate crushes because I don't like not being able to control my emotions and I can't control that I think about him all the time. It's cute I guess.

I also miss my best friend. There's not much to say about that. It's a give in that I would miss her considering she's 800 miles away Sonic-ing it up and such. I think my time here in Chicago has been pretty close to perfect but her being here would make it 100%.

I miss my cat, too. I just wanna cuddle something and even though she hates cuddling, there's nothing wrong with forced cuddling. I don't mind holding her down with all my body weight just to pet her with my face. She hates that. LOLZ CARELAND.

And of course, my mom. When I had my stupid night I called her as soon as I got home the next morning and she made it all better. Her and my cousin Chrissy should be visiting next month which I can't fucking WAIT for.

Which brings me to Chrissy - I miss her so much, and I almost feel guilty for being away. She's pregnant. I want to be there so bad. I want to be at every doctor's visit, I want to see the ultra sound. I'm most likely going to miss the birth (she's due around Halloween!!) and that just makes me so sad. She's not just like a sister to me - she IS a sister to me, and I hate that I'm missing such important shit. But I guess that's what I have to pay for packing up to pursue my dreams and all that bullshit.