Lately, I've found myself extremely tired while driving. I didn't think much of it until today when I actually started swerving on I-95 into that area between the divider and the actual lane, you know, where the road has those little bumps so when you drive over it it makes that loud ass sound. After I dropped Arina at home I actually had to pull to the side of the road for a moment. Regardless that I live a minute away from her and could probably get there with my eyes shut, I was too scared to drive. Not good.

Writers' Cafe is exactly a week from now. I'M SO EXCITED. I'm actually really confident about it, it's coming together well, especially after I tore everyone new ass holes yesterday. They're finally taking it seriously. The videos are gonna be awesome, my piece has been well received, and I finally wrote my part in the finale. It's all over after this.

I feel like I might have lost a tiny bit of weight maybe possibly? I haven't weighed myself in a while though and even though I want to, just so I can keep track and everything, I'm really scared to. I don't know why, I guess I just don't want to be disappointed? But whatever, maybe I haven't really lost anything, but gained some confidence? I've been letting go of my hoodies and sweaters. I actually went the entire day without one today (GASP!!!!!). But I know that if I weigh myself and didn't really lose anything, that confidence is gonna peace out in a heart beat.


So yeah, everything's pretty good lately, except for the part where I work tomorrow. WELCOME TO GAYLAND WTF.